Saturday, November 24, 2007

Yikes! Where does time go?

Wow! Here it is after Thanksgiving already. One of these days I'm going to figure out how I get so busy that I can't take a moment to breathe and just write.

So the Rockies lost the World Series. That time off really hurt their game, but that's okay. The boys are on the radar of everyone else now and will be taken seriously next season.

What I really need to get out, and got me back here again is the radio. You know when a song just catches you, turns you around and sits you down. Well, Garth does it again. More Than a Memory just gets me. Yeah, I've got one of those in my past that no matter how hard I try to forget something just won't let me. I know what each line of that song is about and hearing it puts me back there. It's haunting. It's not so bad now, but a song like that makes it fresh again. How do you get past that? If someone out there knows I'd love to hear about it. For now the song abrades the wound, it hurts so very much but you know that the air and light will heal it after the bad stuff is gone. Moving on with one step at a time. That's all I know how to do. Ignoring what's been, and hoping that the future will be different and brighter because it just has to be. Usually I'm good at letting go and know when to move on, usually.

Here's to Christmas and all it brings. New beginnings and hopeful things. Some day though the beginnings will become continuings. I look forward to that.